Amando, very sorry to hear about your injury brother.
A little over 10 years ago now I suffered a big set back in my life, I went to the cinema to see a film with a friend, 10 minutes after we left I woke up upside down in the passenger seat of his car, my upper left femur broken clean through in 4 places, my right lower leg crushed badly to the point where it developed compartment syndrome and I almost lost that leg below the knee, several fractured ribs, a concussion so heavy I lost almost a weeks worth of time and was barely coherent until a few days after that.
Before my injuries I was proud of my physical prowess taking part in many extreme sports and martial arts, but this was a devastating blow to me, I suffered from extreme anxiety as a passenger in cars for nearly 4 years afterwards and 2-3 years of painful recovery later I finally managed to walk again unaided and without the use of prescription strength pain killers....
Now I have been operating Steadicam for nearly 4 years, working with Jimmy Jibs and heavy equipment all the time and living a happy life.
Patience, determination and a healthy dose of anger will get you back where you need to be.
I say anger because anger is a more useful emotion than self-pity my friend and I wasted energy on pity for myself before I got angry and determined to take back my life and make it something I enjoyed again.
I wish you the best of luck with you recovery, get angry, get determined and take back what is yours.